I'm ok with it.

No one is reading this anymore, are they? Well, worse things have happened, I suppose. In the off chance that KJ is still around, I’ll continue to post. After all, I know how things at ‘the Rock’ can be; sometimes you just need a break (or in my case when I worked there - many, many, many breaks.)

When I saw “I *heart* Huckabees” in the movie theater a year or so ago, I remember two things, ok, three things. One - I totally made out with Derek afterwards, two - the movie sucked ass, and three - Mark Wahlberg was fantastic. Last night though, remembering Marky Mark’s fun and fab performance, I decided to watch it again and you know something, it wasn’t half bad, (much better than I remember, anyway). When released, I couldn’t wait to see it and there was nervous pressure since it was only the second time seeing Derek (like a guy looking for ass gives two shits about the movie), but maybe I expected too much from the movie… and Derek, too, I suppose. I mean, just because you're good looking, funny, wealthy, and super smart, doesn't mean you have it all... wait, it kinda does, doesn't it?! -fuck, what was I thiking breaking up with that guy?!? Anyway, seeing a movie I enjoy and previously did not was a nice change for me. I’m usually not like that. Especially not since rehab… remember that movie you always used to enjoy when you were strung out on heroine, shooting tequila poppers, vomiting in your roommate’s pillow, and eating chili straight from the can and how when you watched the movie sober, it wasn’t quite as funny? This wasn’t like that at all.

Hmmm…. I guess this post has made it painfully obvious why no one reads this blog.